No longer Switzerland

Posted in Uncategorized on March 17, 2013 by runmyssierun

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I had a conversation with Coach Chavez a few months ago about how worried I was with my blogging and documenting my journey and not wanting to turn Momma and Sissy into some gimmick or myself.

And it all came tumbling down a couple of days ago.

My friends who truly knew what I was doing came immediately to the rescue. Coincidentally, I had just heard the story about our local bike gangs. Seems that local run clubs have gangs too.

Figured I was no longer Switzerland. And then all of a sudden .., was sent this picture. It’s awesome when the other countries come in to fight your war when you yourself refuse to stand up for yourself.

I know there will always be those people who just will never “get it” because they never ever cared about the cause in the first place and are tainted by their own agenda or the seed that was planted by that bitter crowd. But it still hurts when they try to knock me down. And it still feels super awesome when those that DO understand out number those that don’t… And stand up for you.

I love my super women!!! Thank you!!!!

Focus

Posted in Uncategorized on March 14, 2013 by runmyssierun

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It’s amazing how a couple of hours with a distraction can get me so re-focused on a goal. Something is changing again with me… Within me. I’ve noticed the last couple of months my posts have been laced with fear and doubt. After an enlightening conversation, I was reminded of “the rush of not knowing”. So I now embrace this fear of mine that I walk away from, create excuses for, blah blah blah. Bring back the fun, the excitement… The rush. Bring it on. I’m ready now. I’m still scared. But I’m ready. And all my focus is on you. My goal.

Life’s a beach

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on March 12, 2013 by runmyssierun

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If only I could photoshop my way through this challenge. Still can’t believe this is really me!!! I look mean!!! If I were cancer… I’d be afraid. I’d be very afraid. I’m on a mission to destroy it! But gotta wonder, can I still do it with my dimples on?

Blow me away

Posted in Uncategorized on March 11, 2013 by runmyssierun

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20-30 mph winds hurt!!!! After our trial bike tour of the Stanley’s triathlon course, I sheepishly asked one of the “Maniacs” (those are the super duper experienced uber athletes) “Is it normally this windy here on this course?” and they responded in casual unison …. “Yes”

Faith, Fighting and the Unknown

Posted in Uncategorized on March 7, 2013 by runmyssierun

We all decide

daily to fight,

with white knuckles

on grappled fists.

But only some,

through the nooks

of clenched teeth

and dark eyes,

Have the courage

to whisper back,

“I have faith”

-n. guerra<a
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Heaven’s newest angel

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , on March 5, 2013 by runmyssierun

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The loss of Dezma today hit me harder than expected. I know I’m not supposed to ask “Why her?”

But seriously God, why her?

My heart is shattered. I really wanted her to be one of the ones who could help the world beat this. It’s not fair. It’s just not fair.

For Dezma and Deanah

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , on March 4, 2013 by runmyssierun

I’ve never heard a poem that spoke so loudly of the feelings from my heart.

Tag Team – duathlon for Erica

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on March 2, 2013 by runmyssierun

Tag Team - duathlon for Erica

So it all started like this: Mario (a friend of mine for many many years and volunteer fire fighter for the City of Mission) climbs into his bunker fire fighter gear and runs 2.2 miles with the additional est. 100 lbs on top of him. Please understand that this is NOT Nike dri-fit technical tee material. This is some seriously HOT – STEAMING HOT – DANGEROUSLY HOT for your body temperature type of gear!!!

And he does it!!! He completes over two miles in his gear and tags me with my own “love” sign for my Momma.

I then grab my bike and sprint as fast as I can *against* the oncoming cyclists (because they are all ahead of me – I was the last bike out because of the time it took for Mario to run in his gear) and have to pedal harder faster to do the best I can to try to catch up to the rest of the crowd.

The cool brisk morning was welcoming for Mario in his gear but the wind cut into me like stabbing knives. My nose was running and I didn’t want to let go of the handle bars to wipe. I figured I was the only one left out there and no one would see anyway!!! (I know… nasty, but hey, ya gotta do what ya gotta do) I knew this path. It was 6.6 miles of bumpy chipped gravel road looping through the river town of Granjeno. I remember going smoothly over the first set of railroad tracks and then it was a blur… the second set of rail road tracks was when I cried out to myself… “DON’T YOU SLOW DOWN!!! Momma help me!”

It was just a couple of minutes after that when I felt the winds change and the smell of gas. “Big John” – Team McAllen’s cycling group’s favorite preacher and now my Saint – was right behind me on his motorcycle. As I reached a stop light (yes, I obey traffic laws), he yelled out to me “You’re going FAST!!!” and then never left me until I reached the transition point.

Thank goodness for my practice and advice from Coach Sandy Overly!!! I expected the transition line, looked for it and finally – as gracefully as I could – extended my right leg over the bike and ran myself in for the tag back to Mario.

And there he went – the heroic fireman off to extinguish cancer for Erica with yet another 2.2 mile run in full gear.

My legs were wobbly like jello. I had practiced transitions but not at this speed nor at this distance yet. I remember smiling and being pretty dang proud that I was a part of this amazing story.

After a brief rest, I was startled by my young rock star SEBASTIAN (I’m sure you’ll be hearing more about him later in my adventures) as he ran up to me and exclaimed “He’s coming! He’s coming! Mario is coming!” I sprang up from the sidewalk and ran over to him with tears rolling down my cheeks. “I’m so dang freakin proud of you!!!” I yelled out.

And we crossed the finish line together – for Erica.

I understand that Team Erica has raised over $30,000 this week. All proceeds are going directly to her. Unfortunately, I know all too well how much cancer costs a family. $30k will last one month.

There is so much need!!! I simply do not understand why our human race is so far behind on this disease.

Posted in Uncategorized on March 2, 2013 by runmyssierun

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